Backwards in high heels; The impossible art of being female

THIS IS THE BEST BOOK I HAVE EVER CAME ACROSS. OKAY.. LET ME TELL YOU WHY <3

There's a chapter on "Philosophy of life, self-esteem, and the whole damn thing"
This is my favourite part..

Here is the biggest, hoariest, most ancient nut of a question asked by anyone, man or woman, when they get to a certain age: Is this it?
Its like some cosmic joke: when your young and arragant, and know all the answers, you dont have much time for asking questions. You are far to busy falling in love with the wrong people and shooting for the moon. You have no fear. And quite frankly no fucking idea. You think you know everything even though you know nothing; when you get to the age of knowing something, you realise, that infact you know nothing

Theres also a chapter on love, that says"PRIDE AND FURY" You know what, actually, fuck him.

The most blatantly truest book ever.

The reason I wake.

Sometimes when I feel sad, I think of moments like today. I spent the day with my bestfriends going on an adventure. We were on a bus at 530am. And you'd think we'd all be to tired to laugh right? Yeah same. HAH how wrong was I. Westney & I didnt stop giggling, at stupid things like dropping the iPod, or at how lame we were for laughing at things like that. We all looked like we belonged at a farm, gumboots, trackies, raincoats the hole lot. I havent felt this happy in so long. The day consisted of complaining, getting soaked, buying pointless crap, eating junk food, laughing and being with the best friends ever.

Its days like that when I count my blessings, and thank god for the friends that I have. And are so grateful for the people in my life.

We laguhed all day. From 5.30am - 4.30pm Yup I know! The energy some people have.. cough cough. We fell of out seats, laughed at out 4XL $2 shop blue and yellow jumpers, laughed so hard we "squeaqed" and woke up sammy by kicking his chair, which lead to him turning around yelling at westney even though was me (: wow. I love my friends.


Today I am thankful for my friends
<3

Life.

Somtimes life feels and looks like its all about sadness, pain, and nothing going right. Like once, I saw on a movie, there's to parents arguing over having no money and discussing how to pay there bills. And I thought, "Poor kid." Not thinking how much that would affect that kid. Now I know. The meaning of life is unknown, some people describe life as simply a journey that you cant controll. Life is what you make it, (Cheesy I know) But if you go around thinking life is horrible, when really you have it pretty sweet. Then when life does really get horrible and your on the verge of loosing everything, you'll be grateful for what you had.

People say that if ou think happy thoughts you will be happy, but isnt that just ignoring what is really happening in the world? Ive woken up from my bubble of fun and games and got the shock of my life. Life isnt everything we see in movies, like fairytales, they end. Everything and sadly everyone comes to an end. Life is what we cant controll.